Tell Me If It's Chilly Outside

Fear has become my one and only solace lately but still it brings no justice. It carries no answers, just companionship. Everything is changing. People, places, finances, there is nothing I can do to change them. To set them straight. I’m not the kind of person that needs to control my surroundings. In fact, I enjoy change, I welcome it. All that I ask is that these changes come about gradually and casually. No pressure.

I’m terrified. I’m shell shocked. I’m… feeling alone.